May 5, 2019_Sunday
To be happy for the rest of my life, no stops–
Not just in me because I’m human – fallible.
I make mistakes, do stupid things. Think stupid things. Desire, the stupid things.
Not in this world because we messed up.
Not in treasures or people, because the treasures go and the people
Not in drugs, because they don’t stay
Not in power, because it beckons the artificial
I don’t want just stillness, enlightenment, fragmented transcendence, serenity, clarity, purpose.
I’m not asking the impossible, I’m asking for what’s possible.
I want joy,